So after a few years of struggling with this I'm finally ready to tell people who I really am. Many of you may already know it, others probably suspected it anyway but....I'm trans-gender pretty much that just means that biologically I may be female but physiologically I'm male. Yes I still like males I will always be bi not matter what gender. Yes I still like girly things and once again that will not change. I hope to one day have a body that fit's the way I think of myself and finally be able to be myself. After I graduate High school I plan on reinventing myself as the male I want to be, I will still wear girls clothes but I will also wear male clothes, I will refer to myself as male and change my name. Until then I am still Brooke. The small town Eldred atmosphere doesn't really make this transition easy so right now I think it is better to stay female. By writing this I allow myself the privilege to not have to hide any more but I open myself to the people who may read this and not understand that I'm always essentially going to be the same person. I hope you won't be one of them.